old hurts turnaround

the pain of it all
blissfully revisiting my life
full of lots of adventures
at least in my mind
hobbily stitching something
for most of my life
been bringing it back into
my present day
enjoying time to ponder
create
perhaps even make some cash flow happen
i shared my excitement with a friend
and found a censor
curses
need i tell you
i am not listening
go climb up a bonbon tree
just stay away from me
ah!
that's better
now back to my enlightenment

love love

a day doesn't go by
that i don't think of you
you are the love of my life
wisdom
dreams
expectations
inspirations
beauty
charm
wit
playful
laughter
togetherness
love
love

pushing through stuck places

my mind
a very active place indeed
swamped in facts and figures
memories
reflections
ideas wannabeeeeees
today
this moment no exception
except : )
determination and love
of my self and my son
put me in a place of action
once i got busy stitching
i realized it was just like riding a bicycle
progress not perfection
yet all seems so perfect
just as it is
i did have a happy moment today
adding visuals to these scattered words
would help *you* see the light
for now just know there is one happy camper
here in vermont
who step by step is finding time to create
*things* again
just had to exclaim it in writing
i breathe in
i breathe out
HAPPINESS

desire

to learn
to experience
to explore
to share
it's overwhelmingly exciting
when i ponder
dream of experiences i would enjoy
i am interested in so many subjects
a blessing
a curse
one thing is true for me
i am rarely if ever bored
i want to meet sonia choquette
i want to go to kripalu
i wonder if i did would i ever return?
i get lost and found in places i like
i am happy i am me AND
it is scary sometimes
this thing called life
i have only just begun to live
time to round another corner
turn another page
smile another smile
namaste